If your read my blog by now you know my kids pretty much end up in bed with us every night. I fully blame Jason for this because he could never deal with the crying in trying to train them to sleep in their own beds. I am not overly concerned I know the day will come they will sleep in their own beds, and even now on the rare occasion they do sleep on their own, I find I miss them.
There are some nights I will end up sleeping at the bottom of the bed just so I have a little space for myself. Very very very rarely will Hailey cuddle or sleep with Daddy. I think it may have happened 3 times. Never the less, on the nights we are separated, be it by people or just position on the bed Hailey will always half wake up and find me. Which always immediately wakes me up, and I see this small dark shadow like figure crawling toward me sometimes saying "mama,mama".
She loves being with me so much we literally do everything together. I am hoping she will always want to be near me and love me. I am hoping that this is a sign that when she is a teenager she will want to be around me and will talk to me. But, for now, though it is often daunting, and exhausting it is nice to know Hailey will go over, under, around and through whatever she has to, to be with me. Even in the night when she is asleep and just a shadowy figure in the night.
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