Kyle and Hailey have been in school for a couple of weeks now so Monday, Wednesday and Friday I get to hang out with my Nugget. Which is GREAT! I was really looking forward to just some alone time with my littlest guy.
On our first "real" day, just the 2 of us: I had some errands to run so we went to BJ's. When we first got there I was thinking: WOW! This is so nice, just shopping with 1 baby. I've never really had that or done that; Kyle and Hailey were so close in age. This is so easy!
We played as we walked up and down the aisles. As we walked through the store I found that I actually really missed having Kyle and Hailey with me. I missed it being the 3 of us.
Then we passed a woman pushing a little girl and a little boy in the front part of her carriage, and I wanted to say: Oh I remember those days. It was like yesterday I was pushing my two like that.
Then, I realized I would me "that lady" going on and on about her kids that aren't there discussing a pointless topic.
What is wrong with me?? WHY am I such a CATCH 22?!?!?!
I took a deep breath, and took bad nothing pictures of Cole in the store, and just tried a little harder to savor our time together.
SERIOUSLY...WHY do my babies have to grow up?
Also I am debating never going to BJ's again unless I have the 3 of them with me. Sure it's a pain in the a55 to get through the store, but I feel complete and more secure when they are with me. Even if they do drive me crazy!! =)
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